i'm rather tired and hungover today

the ball was a complete let down to be honest,

the bar was id-ing, the food was a disappointmen, barely anyone i knew was there, and i was alone for most of the night.

the only good part was the 10 minutes i spent on the phone to Kath.

ah well.

could be worse.

xx

i am completely and utterly depressed today

actually, its kinda been since last night.

okay, lets start with the positives:

- i spent the day (practically) with Kath, which was, well, Amazing, it really was.
- i saw Phil, its been a while see.
- me and Beth were actually cool for a day, we had our own little gang going on lol

okay, negatives:

- i Kinda Ignored Phil. I fell bad, i really do, but i just know he understands about Kath.
- Beth keeps freaking out bout the Ball on Saturday, ARGH, shes doing my bloody head in. Gr.
- the ball is on Saturday, and i'm going alone. What a mood killer.

what a fucking mess.

sympathy would be much appreciated =[

love to all

xxxx

oh, and my hair is now about 8 inches shorter. Eek! xx

its killing me

i need myspace, i'm dependant on it, i live by it, its my bloody lifeline

find out whats wrong please?

okay, today is rubbish, yesterday was rubbish, last night i babysat, which was rubbish, i think i should go live in a bin, cos everything is just rubbish.

harrummph

i could do with a night out, but thats not til thursday, and even then i don't really know many people going, so i dunooo, could be fun. could be really bad. dunno tbh.

okay, rant over

xx

anyways, Daniel just apologised for being a bit of a dick to me, and Kath is online, so i got someone to talk to.

i miss having someone there, you know, in that gap beside you, the one where the person you love stands, fits, and well, stays. Rhys didnt stay there, and i really do miss him, unno? i spent the best summer of my life with him, and he made me so happy. i miss that. and now i cant find it again.

ah well, enough with the feeling sorry for myself.

bye,

xx

Hmmm, todays a bit strange. Normally i would be in town (Cardiff) with mates or in work, but no, im so skint i cant so i'm stuck in the house, hoping that beth moght come over later.

pleasepleasepleasepleaseplease

anyway, i'm trying to find some songs to download, and its actually kinda hard! i cant decide which ones i want, and some i cant even remember what they are called LOL.

hahaha

Peace Out

xx

I must be either very brave or very stupid

I put a link to my blog page on my MySpace

oooooo-eeeeeeer

so i had to hide some of my earlier posts in order to prevent any rumours lol

ah well...

so if you want to read my private blogs, you will have to add me

and even then, some of them might still stay hidden

how is everyone?

hopefully you're all allright

look after yourselves

Peace Out

x

Okay, so whats the deal with the

"its the gentleman's job to walk the girl home"

Kath is definately the "man" of the relationship (well whatever relationship she's in), but today i walked her home instead, and she was all wierd with it, i just dont understand why!!

I was only being nice, honestly. I tell you, shes a funny one

ANYWAYS, today was a good day.

I had a driving lesson too, getting better =] but i cant afford any more lessons after next weeks one =[

ah well

Oh and next week i'm off to N. Ireland (Belfast way) and wondered if anyone has any ideas?
Could do with some hints and tips, and some things to do like =]

Thanks!!

Peace out x

Hahahahaha!

Chris from work reckons he's losing hair.

So i said i had a wig.

And that i look like a lesbian in my picture.

He laughed.

LOL.

Peace out.

x